Depression day

I'm very down and not happy today. I start blogging few years ago, 1st time I feel that so stress on writing blog. I just write something about my life, people beside me, what I see and what happen recently. I know that nothing is perfect at here, I try to make my blog simple and not complicated .

I'm not publish my blog to public, as you can see that not much comment and visitor drop by my site if compare to other's blog, the comment can reach 100+ but it just saying nonsense. Once I writing blog I know that there is no privacy for me just because sharing my daily life with the world. If you get into my blog by searching the web, I just can say you are lucky guy, because you get to know me.

I was happy few days ago, just notice that I did a big mistake by not hiding their name here. If you are my follower, you will know that I always using nick name for my friend. Which you will know it at the glossary part, but you also don't know that who are them. People who got the nick name here only know that which one is them, maybe you can find their photo here but not much photo I show here. This is just try to protect my friend's privacy.

I just wish to say sorry if what I write is harmful to you, but I know that everything in my blog is simple and nothing hiding behind it. If I want to hide it, then better I don't write it. I was so happy that night just because I manage to make it , I express my feel here but it was so wrong. I know maybe I should ask permission before I write it. I no idea that why a happy day's post will become like that.

Friends beside me only know and understand what I write here, outsider will become blur on it. It shows on the comment and live feeds in my page. All the while is the regular reader return to my page. You understand just because you know what is happen beside us, and don't simply judge that outsider will understand it. That is what in my mind now. I need some happy dose now.....help me please !